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unfortunatecouplings2015-11-27 02:50 am
sleeveknots) wrote in unfortunatecouplings2015-11-27 02:50 am
'Gone Native' Ryslig AU
Who: Rin and Emi
What: After a ~mysterious memory loss~ event, causing characters to believe they had been in Ryslig all their lives, Rin and Emi try to figure out how they know each other and how their relationship got so intimate.
When: Sometime after the initial shock and confusion of the memloss has worn off.
Where: Their apartment.
Warnings: Probably sex.
[It had been... An interesting couple of days. At least, Rin thinks it has. Maybe not, though.
All of a sudden, a few days ago, something had just gone missing. It was hard to explain.
Like, Rin could remember her feedings these last couple of months. She could remember them being difficult struggles, full of tears and regret and grief. She just... can't remember why for the life of her, something so basic would be such an issue for her. She'd been draining energy from humans since she was a baby, why would it be an issue lately?
Other things were gone. Not memories - her memories were solid. She vividly remembered growing up in Ryslig, and dealing with all the issues that might come with being a goblin her size with her particular disability. No, what's missing is... explanations, she guesses. Reasons for why things are the way they are.
For example, she doesn't know how she met Emi. She knows that the two of them are close, of course. Borderline intimate, really, with the levels of comfort they have with physical contact and even with each others' naked forms. Rin's just not sure why they're this close, or how they got to this point.
Which is has led to their current situation. The both of them awoke as the sun started setting and, as is the case every evening, Rin starts her night off with a hot shower. And then, after drying off and putting her pants on fine on her own, she returns to the living room, completely topless - showing off to the entire room that her ears aren't the only parts of her body that have gotten rings as of late.]
Emi, I'm ready.
[She still has trouble with shirts, after all, and Emi usually helps her with her bra as well.
It's odd, though. And even as she watches Emi approach - her nightly changes still fresh; her fur, the softest it will be all night - she can't help but stare and wonder how they got to be so close.]
What: After a ~mysterious memory loss~ event, causing characters to believe they had been in Ryslig all their lives, Rin and Emi try to figure out how they know each other and how their relationship got so intimate.
When: Sometime after the initial shock and confusion of the memloss has worn off.
Where: Their apartment.
Warnings: Probably sex.
[It had been... An interesting couple of days. At least, Rin thinks it has. Maybe not, though.
All of a sudden, a few days ago, something had just gone missing. It was hard to explain.
Like, Rin could remember her feedings these last couple of months. She could remember them being difficult struggles, full of tears and regret and grief. She just... can't remember why for the life of her, something so basic would be such an issue for her. She'd been draining energy from humans since she was a baby, why would it be an issue lately?
Other things were gone. Not memories - her memories were solid. She vividly remembered growing up in Ryslig, and dealing with all the issues that might come with being a goblin her size with her particular disability. No, what's missing is... explanations, she guesses. Reasons for why things are the way they are.
For example, she doesn't know how she met Emi. She knows that the two of them are close, of course. Borderline intimate, really, with the levels of comfort they have with physical contact and even with each others' naked forms. Rin's just not sure why they're this close, or how they got to this point.
Which is has led to their current situation. The both of them awoke as the sun started setting and, as is the case every evening, Rin starts her night off with a hot shower. And then, after drying off and putting her pants on fine on her own, she returns to the living room, completely topless - showing off to the entire room that her ears aren't the only parts of her body that have gotten rings as of late.]
Emi, I'm ready.
[She still has trouble with shirts, after all, and Emi usually helps her with her bra as well.
It's odd, though. And even as she watches Emi approach - her nightly changes still fresh; her fur, the softest it will be all night - she can't help but stare and wonder how they got to be so close.]
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The little holes, the odd details, are the only real problem. She can eat people, she's good at that, and she has Rin and her job and her friends. Obviously, Rin is more than just a friend, although she's not totally sure what.
Whatever the case, Emi's not at all flustered by a topless Rin; it's a nonevent, and she helps Rin with her shirts. Obviously, it's convenient that way. Emi herself, with fur covering so much of her body, doesn't even worry about being dressed in their apartment, sitting around nude and snacking on some fruit.
It doesn't fill the hunger but it's hard to sustain herself entirely on people. ]
Right, right.
[ It's not like Emi doesn't know what Rin gets pierced; as nimble as her toes are, it's still hard to work the clasp on any sort of piercing.
Emi grabs up Rin's bra, taking a moment that lingers a little too long looking over her. ]
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It's not the sort of lewd glance that one might expect from a pervert, but rather the usual wide-eyed stare that Rin gives to a lot of things she's trying to figure out. And Emi is most certainly one of those things.]
Thanks.
[She brakes her gaze from her roommate(?)'s body as Emi steps forward, snapping her focus back to the matter at hand. She gives a small smile and holds her arm-nubs out in front of her, so that Emi can more easily put it over her shoulders - part of a routine they've had for who-knows-how-long.
Seriously, though. Who does know? Another question lingering in the back of Rin's mind, as she tries to piece together what exactly they are together. They aren't just roommates, that much is clear. They enjoy each others' company too much to be only that, and 'just roommates' don't help each other with their nipple rings no matter how much they need help with the rent.
Not a caretaker, either. For one Rin doesn't need a caretaker. Certainly it's nice to have someone to help her with bras and button-up shirts, but Rin's more than capable of surviving braless and in only t-shirts. Emi isn't paid for any of this, and Rin doesn't really need most of the things she provides, although they're certainly nice to have. Plus there's the fact that they actually like each other, and Emi genuinely seems to enjoy time with her. No, it definitely isn't that.
Are they friends? That's possible, Rin supposes, but if that's the case then she's so much closer with Emi than she is with any of her other friends. Any other person Rin has ever known, really. There's a sort of comfortable intimacy there that isn't common between people who are friends. But at the same time... They've never kissed. Never shared a romantic or sexual moment, as long as Rin can remember - although it's not as if her memory is doing her many favors these days.
She doesn't really need a label, she supposes. She's never really been the sort for labeling things anyway. Still, their relationship is a strange one - although certainly not a bad one. The question that lingers, then, is how they got to be this way.]
Um. Emi?
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Does she need to know why, though? As long as they're happy and healthy, is it a problem? They're here for each other, too. While Emi is the one who helps Rin with all sorts of inconveniences, it is, just that, a matter of convenience. They could both live without each other, except for the part where it would feel wrong.
Emi plops herself down next to Rin, legs criss-crossed, heavy fur between them, and reaches out to help Rin with her bra.
Helping Rin get dressed, helping her with her period and putting her nipple rings in... it's all just a little more than what is merely convenient, when you get down to some of it, and Emi looks as thoughtful as her werebear face will allow for a moment. ]
H-hm? What's up Rin?
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There's little doubt of the importance they have for each other. That Emi would die for her, and that Rin would do the same. The question of 'why' lingers in the air, though. And it's one that Rin can't continue to ignore like she has been these past few days.
She closes her eyes for a moment and takes a deep breath. Emi may recognize this expression as the one Rin often has when she's trying to figure out how to say something - and by the way her brow creases, it's clearly something important.
The sort of question she has trouble verbalizing, but when she eventually does, she wants to make sure she gets it right.]
How come we don't kiss?
[There's a pause, as Rin runs over what she's just said over in her head, and then decides that no that probably wasn't the right question.
The idea behind it is similar, though, even if the execution is wrong and the feel is different. Maybe she should try again. ]
I mean.
[This time, she doesn't close her eyes. She looks downward, hoping to avoid eye contact until she figures out what it is she should ask - words have always been so hard for her.
...Unfortunately, down is maybe not the most appropriate direction to look, as her gaze has landed directly on Emi's exposed sex, right between her crossed legs. It would be pretty awkward if they weren't both monsters, of course, so comfortable with each other and with Emi's nudity in general.]
...I'm not saying we should. I'm not saying we shouldn't, either. But do you know why we don't?
[Another pause. Now she finally looks up again, meeting the gaze of Emi's bear-like face.]
I'm sure there's a reason. I just don't know what it is.
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Even if Emi doesn't know why she runs, or why Rin paints; it seems to transcend 'why' into almost being a natural law.
Emi knows Rin well enough to know what that expression means, and is silent, even though she has plenty of quips or comments available, until Rin speaks. It's an odd question, and Emi tilts her head, about to speak, realizes that Rin's changing tack, waits again...
Emi's hardly cognizant of her state of undress or where Rin's looking. Frankly, Emi's not sure that being nude in her human form around Rin is going to be that weird. They're just chilling, and Rin's mulling over something that makes sense. Emi tilts her head the other way. ]
You know, I dunno why we don't, or wouldn't, or shouldn't. [ She looks at her friend - her pretty, blinged out, adorable goblin friend. ]
I mean, I've got a big bear face, and you've got a tiny little goblin face, and I could almost fit your head in my mouth, but, like... it just sorta feels like we haven't... tried to do anything like that just because.
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[She looks back up at Emi, into her best friend's bright yellow eyes. For some reason she had thought that, just maybe, Emi didn't like girls that way, and that was why they weren't dating. But Emi's answer has pretty much blown away that possibility.
There's a brief look of hesitation in Rin's eyes, as she looks up at her friend's face. She can feel the bear's warm breath on her, smell the fruit she's just eaten. It's an intimidating sight for many humans, of course, but to Rin it's a comforting one. This is her friend, her protector... Maybe something else too.
She's afraid, though. Change is a scary thing, especially to Rin. The scariest thing in the world, really - she can't imagine what she'd do if her life were different in any significant way to the way it is now. Her world isn't without it's issues, of course, but she loves being a goblin and being an artist - all her needs are met. She can paint as much as she likes, she lives in a city full of humans she can feed off of, and she only ever really needs to sell paintings when she wants to buy something - a new tie or a ring or some new art supplies.
Likewise, her relationship with Emi is fantastic the way it is. Emi is, without a doubt, the most important person in the world to her, and they're both happy living together like this. Does she really want to change that?
Or perhaps the question should be: Would anything really change at all?
They've already crossed so many boundaries, after all. Personal space means nothing to them, privacy between them is a mostly unneeded luxury. What would change, really, if they were to become linked romantically as well? It isn't as if they weren't already firmly bonded with each other every other way but physically.
Maybe it wouldn't be so bad? Of course, it matters what Emi thinks of this situation.]
...do you want to try it?
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[ Emi's brows push together as she looks down in Rin's eyes. This is sudden, but Emi can't remember anything that would give them a reason to date, or not to date, and they're already so close. It feels like they could even break up without really ruining everything. Why would they though? Their day to day life isn't going to change if they get a little more intimate. Rin already curls up against Emi, as close as they can get, sleeping against her furry bulk, so what's kissing? Or going further than that?
They're close enough to married anyways, maybe someone on this peninsula is up to officiating a lesbian monster wedding. Ha.
Emi lets out a rumble like a purr, and leans in closer to Rin even before she asks to try it. ]
Yeah. Yeah, I think I'd like to... ha, figure out how our faces fit together... Rin.
[ And saying that, she leans in, sort of just nuzzling Rin's face at first. ]
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It's weird.
Not kissing an inhuman face, whose lips weren't designed to lock with her own. That part actually feels pretty natural - Rin is a monster, after all. It makes sense that, if she were to date someone, they'd be a monster too, and not all monsters have such human-like faces. It's never been a thought that has particularly bothered her.
No, the weird part is in the person she's kissing. She and Emi have had this inexplicable platonic intimacy for so long... it feels so different, and a little scary, to change things in this way.
It's not a bad sort of weird, though. Quite the opposite, really - Rin rather enjoys the kiss. Not just the feeling of her lips pressing against her closest companion's furry - covered face (although that part is also nice), but also the feeling of her fluttering, the butterflies in her stomach giving way to a warm feeling of happiness. The sorts of feelings that tend to come with a first kiss - especially when that first kiss is with someone you feel like you should have kissed a long time ago.
Most of the anxieties Rin had had about this situation melted away at this kiss. There's still the matter of whether or not Emi likes it as much as she does, of course, but that's something she'll find out soon enough. Especially because Rin doesn't feel particularly inclined to be the one to break this kiss - at least, not just yet.]
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Kissing, though, is still nice, tender and hesitant as they are. Emi's not sure who and where but she knows she's kissed plenty of people... and this is different, bigger, taking a relationship that was very comfortable and testing the waters, to see if it can stay just as comfortable, or even feel better, if they take it so many steps further.
Deepening a kiss with the way their faces are is a little awkward, but Emi tilts her snout against Rin's mouth, fur brushing against the little goblin's skin. A paw reaches out, not so much resting on Rin's shoulder as engulfing it. That is to say, she likes it, and wants more, those yellow eyes sliding shut.
Now that it's obvious Rin's comfortable with this, Emi's starting to think that maybe they should've been doing this for a while now, and there's a pleasant warmth deep down inside. ]
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The kiss, especially after Emi leans into it, is an odd one. But Rin wouldn't have it any other way, to be honest. Sure, Emi's human form is cute and all, and perhaps a bit better suited to making out than this one, but as far as Rin is concerned, this is the real Emi.
They're both nocturnal creatures, after all, so for as long as Rin has known Emi, this is the form she remembers spending the most time with. This is the fierce protector that's stood up for Rin when she's needed it and the warm, soft friend when she needed someone to cuddle with. Which isn't to say that she doesn't enjoy Emi's human disguise (and that's really what it is, isn't it? A disguise, hiding the real, monstrous, beautiful version of Emi from a world that might fear her). It's a lot closer to her own size, for example, and her hands are more dextrous like that, which can be helpful in a lot of ways.
Still, Rin's glad that this is the form she got to kiss first.
As for licking.... Well, Rin wouldn't object to the affection, really. But as far as monsters go, goblins are more similar to humans than they are to any sort of animal. Kissing just comes more naturally to her when it comes to her romantic partners.
Rin is the first one to break the kiss - although Emi's massive arm could certainly keep her pulled in if she really wanted to. It's not out of any sort of unhappiness or dissatisfaction, she just needs to breath. I wouldn't do to be smothered to death from their first kiss, aft er all.]
...that was nice.
[ She says, smiling and blushing. Why hadn't they done this before? She's genuinely curious now, what could have prevented them from taking their relationship in such a nice direction?
It doesn't matter, she supposes. They've both come to their senses now. ]
Um, okay. Now I've got another question for you.
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Otherwise, being a bear is great. She's gotta be one of the best cuddlers around, all big and furry, and Emi has a feeling that she's going to be getting even more of that now. Suits her just fine.
Emi holds onto Rin, her massive paws gentle and soft, as they finally part, panting for breath. While her blush isn't visible she feels pretty warm. ]
Y-yeah it was. ...so, uh, ask away? [ Emi tilts her head, wondering if this is going to be a very Rin-esque question. ]
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[...no, not a very Rin-esque question at all. A pertinent one, though!
Emi is definitely the more sexually experienced of the two, of that there is no doubt. The details are a bit hazy, but Rin remembers Emi dating A LOT (and having a fair amount of sex - something Rin tends to notice when the bear she spends most nights snuggled up against is otherwise occupied). But, as far as Rin can remember, she's only ever walked in on Emi with boys.
And, while Rin isn't the most experienced person in the room, she is familiar with the more womanly sort of love.]
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But she's noticing Rin, and finally, she shakes her head. ]
No, not at all.
[ Although she's kissed one, now, one who she knows has a little more experience on that end. ]
Got one up on me here, huh?
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[There's a smile and a blush, at first, but as Rin's voice trails off they sort of fade away. Not in a bad way, of course! Just in the Rin way, as she tends to do when she's distracted by something interesting.
In this case, that thing is the entirety of Emi's body.]
I think... I think I'm gonna change that, though... Tonight, if that's okay.
[She doesn't really wait for an answer, though. Instead, she plants another kiss on Emi's lips - a smaller one this time, before breaking the kiss and planting another one on her cheek. If this were too fast, or if Emi decided she didn't want this, she had no doubt that the werebear would let her know.
In the past, Rin wouldn't be so forward. In fact, if they had both been inexperienced in girl love, Rin probably would have let Emi take the lead. That's much more Emi's style than her own, after all.
But her experiences with Mahiru had been... enlightening? That's probably not the right word. Her first time with the harpy had been awkward, the two figuring out each others' bodies for the first time together. But in subsequent attempts, well... as easily flustered as Mahiru gets, sometimes Rin had to take the lead.
Don't misunderstand, the two of them had hardly been sex fiends, but at the same time, they had been together for several months. It was only natural that they'd do the deed quite a few times in that period.
Cut forward to today, and Rin is a lot more confident taking the lead than she might otherwise have been. Confident enough, at least, to propose the initial kiss. And now confident enough to go in for a second, and a third - leaving a string of kisses from the lips of Emi's muzzle down to her cheek and then to her neck.
They're probably a very odd sight, right now. Emi the 7 foot tall bear, sitting cross-legged, while her improbably tiny girlfriend (if that's what they are now? It feels right, but Rin is notoriously bad with naming things) has to stand up in order to kiss her neck. Mountain, she's glad that Emi doesn't wear clothing in this form when she can help it. It's so convenient when she doesn't have anything to undo or unstrap on her way down, as she delivers a few more kisses onto the soft fur of Emi's neck.]
You're going to- [She cuts herself off as she delivers another kiss.] - have to - [Another kiss, slightly lower this time.] take my bra back off, you know.
[She punctuates the sentence with another kiss, having it made it all the way down to Emi's collarbone by now.]
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Sounds like fun.
[ At first, Emi returns the kiss, leaning in a little just as Rin pulls away to kiss along her snout. Emi tilts her head a little, as Rin moves along to her cheek, and reaches out with another heavy paw, wrapping her friend up and pulling her close. Girlfriends or very close friends with benefits or married-in-all-but-name, Emi's feeling really good about this, and she drops one of those paws to cover Rin's rear, squeezing lightly.
Most of the adjusting is on Emi, as big as she is, and with Rin lacking arms, tilting and leaning to give Rin access to kissing wherever she wants without straining herself. On top of that, she does have to be a little careful, although she's well accustomed from all the cuddling.
Wordless, she uses one paw to start undoing what she'd just done a few minutes ago, unclasping and tugging away at Rin's bra, looking down at her body. ]
I'm really... happy right now...
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Even when she isn't actually kissing, she keeps her small green body flush with the werebear's - both out of her own preference and because Emi apparently wants to keep hr close too. She's so close that she, as she can feel the warmth of her own breath with face as it hits Emi's soft fur and dissipates.
It's a new kind of closeness for them. More intimate than they've ever been before. And so, even if this isn't the first time she's had her head up against the softness of Emi's body...the feeling of that warm breath takes on an entirely different meaning to her.
And the feel of Emi's paw squeezing her butt is a new feeling too. It communicates without words that Emi reciprocates her enjoyment and her enthusiasm. It isn't like being held - or at least, not the way she's used to Emi holding her - but there's something to be said about being grabbed so firmly and gently by arms that could easily swallow her up. It's a really, really good feeling.]
Mm.
[She doesn't give a proper answer to Emi saying that she's happy, but the feeling is certainly mutual. It's just that, by this time, Rin has moved down to the breast. The left one, specifically, and Rin's keen goblin ears can pick up on her heartbeat beneath it.
It isn't the most prodigious breast in the world, of course, but as far as Rin is concerned it's absolutely perfect. After delivering a few kisses to the top of the girl's chest, she puts her mouth on the bare (and also bear) nipple. This time, it isn't so much of a kiss as a gentle suckle, with Rin flicking the tip of Emi's teat with her tongue. She's always been very good with her mouth, and thanks to a little bit of trial-and-error with Mahiru, this is no exception.]
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Eventually, Rin moves down to her chest, Emi's huge, powerful heart pounding hard and fast. Her nipples are a bit stiff already, and a gasp fades into a rumble as she suckles on one of her breasts, leaning her head back a little.
Soon, she's trying to tug Rin's pants down with the paw on her rear, instead. ]
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It is time she's caused it in such a way, though. That brings a smile to her lips, even as she removes those lips from Emi's nipple.]
Lean back.
[She says, pushing the bear girl backwards a bit with her shoulder - not hard enough to actually force the larger monster back, of course. She isn't really capable of such a feat. But it gives a good indicator of what she wants, even as she wriggles her way out of her pants, leaving her in just a striped pair of panties.
It's almost funny to think about that just minutes ago, this had been a complete non-issue. Rin had been standing topless in front of a naked Emi and neither of them had bat an eye at that. Now... It's not bad, but it's definitely different. So many things are the same, but at the same time very, very different. As all this all happens, Rin's beginning to realize just what a big change this is to the dynamic of their relationship.
Surprisingly though - especially to Rin - she isn't afraid of this change. In fact, she's excited to see where this is going, and to keep going.
This was a good change to make, she thinks.]
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...maybe not. Rin likes it. Emi likes it. That matters more, and she listens to Rin, leaning back at the nudging as Rin works her way out of her pants. The striped panties she wears are always so cute on her, and Emi's hardly hesitant to hook a claw, very carefully, under the waistband, to start tugging it down.
Panties are a girl's soul, so clearly this is a meaningful moment.
Except it really is, because they're about to go from whatever they were before, to lovers, and Emi laughs a bit nervously. This has been their best idea in a long, long time. ]
Let's get you out of these, gorgeous.
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There's a brief moment where it seems that Rin doesn't know what to do, before she resumes wriggling her hips, allowing for their removal.
She pauses again, not long after she had started, when Emi calls her "gorgeous."
It's a word that she associates a lot more with more mature, beautiful women. Monsters like Lust, or Naomi or Natasha are gorgeous, and she doesn't doubt that they get called that all the time. But her? Rin, the awkward little goblin? Nobody, not even Mahiru (who had more than her fair share of sweet things to say, don't get her wrong) had ever called her gorgeous.
The blush has hit full-force now, her entire face is a few shades deeper than it had been a minute ago. The fact that Emi thinks of her that way - and Rin does believe that she does, Emi isn't the sort to lie about that stuff - makes her so happy that it takes her a minute to regain enough composure to go back to what she's doing. Now with a wide, almost toothy, grin stretched across her face.
A second more of wriggling and the panties are off, kicked Mountain-knows-where in their apartment. She presses her now-naked (sans jewelry) body even more closely against Emi's furry body. She's practically on top of the leaning werebear now, and she returns her mouths attention to Emi's nipple.
Meanwhile, her right leg rubs up against Emi's left. She lifts one foot up to stroke the fur on that leg, caressing the soft fur of her thigh. The balance required to do so while standing on one foot is effortless on her part, thanks to a lifetime of practice in combination with the fact that Emi is still technically sitting. Rin isn't content to remain standing for long, though.
She presses the entirety of her (admittedly insignificant) weight into Emi - a wordless way to tell then bear girl to get onto her back while Rin's mouth remains occupied with her lover's nipple.
This is it. No turning back now, they're taking this plunge together.]
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They really needed to do this sooner. The blush on Rin's face - Emi can recognize a blushing goblin after all this time, can almost smell it - is captivatingly cute, and she holds Rin against herself as that mouth seeks her nipple again, letting out a rumble as Rin sucks a bit more.
She can tell what Rin's going for when she pushes against her, responding by slowly rolling onto her back, holding onto Rin to keep her at her chest. ]